Building the life I want requires certain building blocks, and I know what a lot of them look like. I know what some of them are. I'm doing a few of them. I was doing more, during a time of intense change. I've let some of those behaviors lapse and I'm neglecting some of the connections I've made. I just don't want to do any of it. I don't want to do much of anything.
As long as I don't lose any more of the good behaviors, I will be okay for a while. There is time to start again. I don't have endless time, but trying to force the issue isn't working for me. So I will call a cease-fire with the forces of guilt. The building blocks will still be waiting for me, after I have gathered the strength to try again. I'll work my way back up to all of those wonderful things I was doing before. I will take pleasure in them again.
Meanwhile, you and your brother and sister will still be in my prayers.
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